I am the grateful mother of four magical Souls between the ages of 4 to 24. My journey guiding, teaching, coaching and training others in the realm of transformation has extended over twenty years. At the age of 24, I was a success driven and materially obsessed young mother of a 5 year-old and 6 month-old and was working at Hydro One, Mississauga. I was blessed to have been "seen" for my abilities to; train, teach and empower others, by the CEO of the newly privatized Hydro One division and he will forever be one of my greatest teachers. Hydro One sent me to college in Toronto for my degree in training, and adult-level teaching. I found my passion, and what my then calling as the "Director of Training" in the residential services division. 

I was successful teaching coaching and mentoring others. I loved my job and was so proud of the material abundance for my young family.   I believed I was triumphant in surpassing all that life could throw my way but looking back, I was barely ever home, missing significant milestones for my 2 precious kids - but we were dressed to the nines, driving expensive new cars, vacationing frequently, and living in a beautiful home and I was only 27 years old. I thought I had it all, but it was somehow never enough. I acquired fancier friends, went to all the elite social events in Toronto, and was recruited to then become a Corporate Account Manager trading with high level corporate agents across Canada with Ontario Hydro Energy. I learned all about the realm of business, sales, training and trading. As my stature rose my marriage disintegrated - separation, divorce, and my little family being torn to pieces followed and the "crumbling" began again.

This was where my second awakening began, and the search for Spirituality and "Spirit" rooted itself into my conscious mind. During this time, I wrestled with my ego, and my Higher Self guidance. I clung to all of what I had identified with that was viewed as being "successful" and struggled with it no longer in my grasp. This led to the Eve of the dark night of the Soul. I left my job at Hydro One no longer willing to commute, rebounded to a new relationship longing for some sort of assurance I was wanted and valued, not willing to go it alone and not yet able to love myself unless another wanted me. I was being taught my most valuable lessons and given the greatest gifts but did not know it at the time. 

When I felt the mot alone and lost, is when Spirit completely, surrounded and guided me most. I had my third child in this time and was slammed with post-partum depression so hard that my body started turning on itself. I was manifesting organ failure. My own Self-loathing was so powerful that my thoughts of "get me out of here" were appearing in my body as internal bleeding and organ failure. This was the wake-up. The shrill scream that I can’t go on this way anymore.  I immersed myself in embarking on my new "Awakening".  I was Divinely guided to a procession of Spiritual books, mainly autobiographies of the leading healers worldwide and was struck at how alike each of our stories were.

I embarked on a grand scale Spiritual Quest.  This then transpired into the knowledge of how powerful each of our inherent healing capabilities are.  How we are in total control of our own healing and can heal anything we desire if we are "subconsciously" willing to.  This led me to studying everything possible on energy healing, and getting to the root cause of the issues and not dwelling on the Western medicine philosophies of treating the "symptoms".   In this period of my life, I gained a rich understanding of how I created organ failure within my body, and how I was completely responsible in the beliefs I held onto that were causing me to remain stuck repeating patterns time, and time again.  I switched gears entirely in who I kept as friends, to making physical fitness an enormous part of my daily routine, and experimented with many different lifestyle changes in terms of diet, and what I was ingesting into my body.

I mastered "thoughts become things" Buddhist concepts and rapidly began transforming myself and my life; meditation, affirmations, yoga, energy healing, and manifesting through visualization was at its peak in my life. During this time, I was working launching and building a new high-end lingerie boutique during this time.  Creative energy was profound for me during this cycle.  I was guided to training, coaching and building something from the ground up. This also all led me to returning to school to become a Life Coach at a time when it was not common and certainly not popular. 

During my schooling for coaching I was recruited by another large North American retailer to manage and help build their flag ship store from Canada, and I left the lingerie boutique for an inflated salary, and repeated the same pattern of building from the ground up, training, and transforming. I had much success in the corporate world but there was always the ache for something more. A longing to combine the Spiritual aspects of living into creating a living in the material world.

Once completing my schooling as a Life Coach, I started a new coaching practice and was immediately guided to the "right" people to enter the world of Executive Coaching. I loved it, but who I was becoming was such an intuitive Being that it was a struggle to not use the Guidance I had within at a Soul-level with my clients. I had all that I could desire at this time and was living the dream with the exception of the "niggling" feeling that I needed to become a Spiritual Coach and Mentor. I began schooling again and have never looked so deep within myself during this education process. 

During this time of my life, I was introduced to the biggest "Karmic Relationship" that altered my life entirely.  This was when the "crumbling" began again, calling me to live my truth and put me to the test to see how I would handle being dis-empowered, and my life dis-mantled yet again while I was at my most vulnerable.  I was six months pregnant with my youngest daughter at the time.  I was called to fight to stand in my power, and not allow it to be taken away again.  This stage of my life was the most traumatic experience I had to endure.  Through this phase I lost everything I owned, and was forced to rely on my faith alone and prayers. 

I was guided to a mass of earth angels who saw the truth of my situation and jumped through hoops to fight for truth and justice.  For all that stood by me, and believed in me during that time, I will never forget you, and will always flow an ocean of gratitude eternally.  I believe that I either have done the same for each of these people in another life, or will have the chance to return the goodness in this life or another to come.  This was a time when I saw all the positive karma I had given throughout my years start returning tenfold.

I went forth to rebuild again from scratch, but this time was very different. It was a rocket ship ride upwards at lightning speed. It was this point in time, I knew I had to bring all that I learned about Energy Medicine, Alternative Eastern Healing Methods, Self-Mastery Coaching, Teaching, and the Akashic Records Wisdom to anyone who needed my help.  It was directly following the birth of my daughter that I was guided to return to school to become a trauma therapist, as I knew first hand how to overcame even the deepest tragedies to emerge; stronger, wiser, and more compassionate than ever before 

It was from this space of time I breathed life into what I had been Divinely guided to do for the last decade, and it has been the most Aligned choice I have made. This was the birth of Lavender Blue Healing Arts, and it has led me to the zero point of standing connected to Source, and knowing that I am a vessel to channel the healing I have received to everyone I cross paths with.

Credentials

Training & Development Certification - Humber College

Self-Empowerment/Transformation Life Coach | CCF

Spiritual Wellness Mentor, The HuMethod™ | Holistic Learning Centre

Integrated Trauma Treatment Therapist | Wilfred Laurier University

Usui Reiki Master/Teacher | Natural Health & Education Center

Crystal Energy Therapist/Teacher | Natural Health & Education

Integrated Energy Therapy® (IET®) | The Centre of Being

Certified Holistic Massage Practitioner/Teacher | Natural Health & Education

Certified Hot Stone Massage Practitioner/Teacher | Natural Health & Education

Registered Reflexology Therapist | Ontario College of Reflexology

Indian Head Massage Practitioner/Teacher | Holistic Arts for Health

Advanced SOUL REALIGNMENT® Practitioner - Andrrea Hess

Writer of - Awakening Sleeping Beauty 

Creator of - The Conscious Child 

Developer of - White Flame Ascension Energy Activation

Founder of Lord & Lady Apothecary